[Thatβs a question that is both simple and very, very layered to Stephen.]
Iβve lived the majority of my life without magic; Iβd be lying if I said this is completely foreign to me. And some might view magic only as a tool or a means to an end in my universe, but ever since I became a sorcerer, itβs something more. Not wielding it here is like having the spirit ripped out of me. A piece of identity gone missing.
[When he could no longer be a surgeon, he could be a sorcerer. One purpose to another. Now thatβs severed itself, too, leaving him feeling hollow and more useless.]
It feels like ADI is asking you not to be yourself, right?
[They can get to the horror stories of those who lost themselves to their patron later.]
no subject
Iβve lived the majority of my life without magic; Iβd be lying if I said this is completely foreign to me. And some might view magic only as a tool or a means to an end in my universe, but ever since I became a sorcerer, itβs something more. Not wielding it here is like having the spirit ripped out of me. A piece of identity gone missing.
[When he could no longer be a surgeon, he could be a sorcerer. One purpose to another. Now thatβs severed itself, too, leaving him feeling hollow and more useless.]
It feels like ADI is asking you not to be yourself, right?
[They can get to the horror stories of those who lost themselves to their patron later.]